All posts for the month October, 2013

My biggest mistake …

Published October 24, 2013 by defysociety

My biggest mistake ever was getting married. I should have never done it and I regret it most days.  I fell in love with someone when I never should have.  I always thought that finding someone to spend my life with would help put me back together again.

I was wrong and I hate myself. I feel so trapped and I hate us both. I want my life back to the way it was 6 years ago.  I’d rather be lonely and alone than lonely and married. I wish I wasn’t so afraid of death. I wish I were someone else.